21 Days of Deployment Training - Mission Complete

Back home for a time

I returned from from RTC-West this past Wednesday night and I must admit that I really enjoyed the training, and the time my unit had to really bond throughout while in California.  My first sergeant and commander are really funny and down-to-earth people, which set the tone for the NCOs and the lower enlisted to feel a sense of comfort with our leadership.  I always desire to have superiors who are approachable and that's exactly what we have.  My squad leader is a very squared away soldier and has helped me build a solid path for my Army career.  So I can confidently say that I feel more secure and trusting of my leaders as we finally prepare to fly to our mobilization station and from there to Afghanistan.  I'm not really looking forward to the long flight, jetlag and drastic time zone adjustment, but I do welcome the money this deployment will bring! ;)

Training

My unit received some great pre-deployment training that will soon become a thing of the past because the Army is no longer going to operate as it has during these two long wars.  But I digress...  Yes, the training was great.  We learned how to clear, load, fire, disassemble and reassemble several weapons (M16/M4, M9, M249 SAW, M240B and the MK19).  Besides my own weapon (M16), I wound up liking the M249 and the MK19.  We even did the "video game" training, actually called the EST (Engagement Skills Trainer) 2000.  It is a big virtual weapons engagement simulator that allows soldiers to practice grouping and zeroing on actual weapons and then qualifing on a simulated pop-up target qualifcation range.  It also has video scenarios for learning Rules of Engagement (ROE).  I however, had prior experience with this system when I went through Basic Combat Training in 2010 and also during the Best Warrior Competition in 2011.

We spent about four days at the firing range to group, zero and qualify on our respective weapons.  However, this qualification had an addition of firing with our pro mask on as if there were a chemical or biological attack.  My mask was fogging, but I hit all the targets during this portion of the qualification range.  To back up a bit, when I started the qualifications live fire I was doing great, hitting all my targets, but then my weapon jammed.  I quickly did immediate action (SPORTS), but no effect.  So I switched my magazine as fast as possible, but about two or three iterations of multiple pop-up targets came and went in the time that I performed SPORTS and swtiched magazines.  So this caused me to earn a skill level of marksman.  Quite honestly I thought I had failed by the time the final cease fire was called.  I am still bummed about it, but on a positive note were it real combat, I am happy that I resolved the weapon jam and still put rounds down range to suppress my enemy.  Bottom line!

In accordance with some unwritten army regulation we were required to be subjected to some days of death-by-PowerPoint in a few of our classes.  Staying awake was tough, but I still grasped some of the information in between several micronaps that I found myself taking involuntarily.  Blessedly, I was never caught sleeping! lol  And might I add that the vast majority of all the RTC instructors were drill sergeants.  Most of them were pretty laid back, while some seemed to not care less about rank or position and barked orders at us.  At any rate...

We did a good deal of convoy training, as we are a transportation unit after all and also had to do some training in mock villages with UTM rounds (rounds that actually fire from your weapon leaving a colored mark on you or your enemy).  There was also a lot of glass house training, which is where we practiced stacking in teams outside rooms in a building and entering to clear them.  Eventually we had to put our practice into action in what was aptly nicknamed the "shoot house" because it is a house with no ceiling with scaffolding above it for the instructors to watch from above as we clear rooms to find the high value target somewhere in the house.  It was very fun and gave quite an adrenaline rush because there was loud sounds played as if we were actually in country overseas.  A lot was happening, and yet we had to work as a team without shooting the crap out of each other (fratricide).  Sadly, I was shot in the arm by a private on the other team that was clearing the house with us. lol  Not cool!  Anyway, we did get the high value target in 7 minutes, as the event was timed where we could not exceed 10 minutes otherwise the instructor would blow the whistle and we fail the mission.

By the way, I'm not stating all the trainings we had, but glossing over some to hit the things that are most memorable.

On the last day we got to do a second convoy, but with live fire this time around.  I was the gunner on the M249 (SAW) and it was pretty awesome!  I hit the targets while moving through a convoy live firing range.  Totally cool experience, except for the waiting part prior to firing.   

In short, we also did land navigation with a DAGR (Defense Advanced GPS Receiver) and then the traditional way--map, protractor, grid coordinates, a compass and acres and acres of open rolling hills to make our lives miserable. I jest, but it was truly good and realistic land nav training.

All in all, I am satisfied with the training we received this month.  And as already stated, I'm more confident and prepared to move out and complete our year-long mission in Afghanistan.

It is my deepest prayer that we come home safe and that our mission overseas goes off without any major hitches.  Difficulty, stress, strain, clashing personalities, cold and hot days are expected already in my mind.  In fact, I know these things are coming my way, but I count my blessings and prepare for anything--always locked, cocked and ready to rock should you-know-what hit the fan at any point.

To quote a line from the Soldier's Creed, "I stand ready to deployment, engage and destroy the enemies of the United States of America in close combat."  EVERY last soldier will likely taste some form of combat at least once in their military career. I know there are exceptions, and I suppose that can be considered a blessing for them.  But even with that said, enlisting without the expectation of combat is foolhardy to say the least.  I am prepared to face the decision I made when I took the oath of enlistment.  I am not fearless by any means, but I am courageous.

I am David

My friend told me this weekend that I am too meek and mild, and that is his main concern about me having joined the Army. He thinks I'll get chewed up, and spit out, as well as brainwashed. For the record I am by no means bashing my friend here, but I find the conversation we had interesting.

Let's do a character study.

Statements like his have been said to me in various situations throughout my life, and yet I rise to the occasion. I am David and I have a friend in the highest place. A lot of people know OF Him, but don't KNOW Him. And in as much as they don't know Him, or should I say, dismiss His very existence and involvement in human affairs, they therefore miss out on a major aspect of my being. In fact, a whole part of me goes unnoticed and untapped by many people, even friends because they don't know, nor understand Him. My point is, folks just see the physical reality of me, but don't know one iota about my spiritual being and the power therein. I'm not saying I can dodge bullets and I'm impervious to IED's (LOL). I'm just saying that He's been my number one advocate since before I was born. All my joys, my fears, my ups and my downs He has known and understood. And every time, I mean EVERY time there was a gargantuan, Goliath of an obstacle in my way--an obstacle that I viewed with my human limitations as insurmountable--He took me through it and I succeeded. I have had naysayers and "Debbie Downers" speak the worst tripe in the worst times of my life, and yet I rise. I'm not as naive as my disposition tends to convey and I make it common habit to play innocent, yet I know more than I let on. Additionally, I don't trust people with certain aspects of my character. More on this latter point later. In short, I practice being wise as a serpent and innocent as dove. I like to call it the Lion-Lamb persona--they're one in the same.

Next, I have found that if people shutup more than they talk, they will learn more about their surroundings. In fact, in a short span of time and quiet, one can learn people's strengths and weaknesses, who truly holds power or control in a given situation, and can better plan to fight or flight, both literally and figuratively speaking where applicable. Suffice it to say, I'm extremely quiet and I've been told A LOT by friends, family, peers, and coworkers that my quietness can seem unsettling to them, to sum up their statements. My stillness is often misinterpreted and I'm commonly asked, "Are you okay?" Frankly, this question has gotten annoying, as I am now serving customer number 1,295,398.  And this "customer" will walk up to me and inevitably ask me, "Are you okay?" at which point, I roll my eyes and ask God to forgive the expletive that slipped from the lips of my  mind's voice.

Ever heard the Bible verse that unctions that one shouldn't cast his pearls before swine? Well hear me out on this because it's important. Our minds are precious and this is true because they are amazingly capable of remembering everything, so don't fill it with junk. Having said that, I've spent years treasuring my innermost being, thoughts and feelings. I like refining myself to be a person of very high integrity--though I have monumental flaws...MON-U-MEN-TAL. But this takes me to my next point. I dislike this age of over-share to some extent.  But by over-share I mean, for example, this strange obsession as of late where people share in the most disgusting, unabashed way, very personal and otherwise sacrosanct details of their lives. Furthermore, I find it difficult to understand how people can so callously talk about sex, how they did it, with whom they did it and how many times.  Then these intimate details are shared with not only their unfaithful, loose-lipped friends, but the world as if it were a badge of honor. I am not that kind of person and I dislike it! Only God and maybe the government (LOL) knows the details of what happens in my bedroom behind closed doors. Not even my best friend knows. I'm so tight-lipped that my mother has to ask if I date at all. As an aside, I don't outwardly judge people like this with my words, but in my mind... that's a secret. ;)

In short, I'm like a room with a single locked door and no windows. If one wants to know what's inside, I'm not going to let you in. You have to knock, wait, and I'll consider you. And I don't make promises...never. THIS is why I'm often misinterpreted. But I don't see myself changing anytime soon. Deal! Remember this, what you see is only what I'm allowing one to think of me based on what I willingly reveal about myself. Anything else one may think or concoct about me is their own creation, and something I have no control over, nor do I care to manage.

Yes. I know the army won't be a walk in the park and I'll cope. Do I have a choice? Technically yes, but generally speaking, I don't. Besides I'm not looking for a way out, I'm trying to get into the army. I like what I've seen so far and I want more. I want to end this entry by saying that I detect an air of condescension in my friends alleged concern. I sense, "He doesn't know what he's getting himself into." In truth, statements like this actually have no baring on the wrong or right-ness of a choice that has been made. But for arguments sake and to close, I'll list my "flaws" that I think brought about his statement: "The army will chew you up and spit you out." "They are going to brainwash you."

I/am...

  • Very idealistic
  • See a lot of life in black and white
  • Too quiet
  • Cautious 
  • Overly analytical 
  • Black 
  • Overly professional
  • Conservative 
  • Extremist 
  • Rigidly logical, dare I say Vulcan-esque (LOL!!)
  • Selfish 
  • Highly moral
  • Fickle
  • Extremely spontaneous
  • Random
  • Short-tempered
  • Argumentative
  • Cantankerous
  • Stubborn


I will revisit this matter after basic training, and then after a few years in the army. We'll see what still stands and what remains.